How EMO, I always startle myself when I cry. It's completely unexpected because I used to pride myself on only crying once a year. I liked not being emotional and remaining unaffected by things. But I've cried twice already in 2011 and I'm okay with that. The first time was at the ending of Children of Men in January. I honestly thought something was wrong with me; maybe I was overly stressed or upset about something else. I really cried this afternoon while on the phone with Justinian one of my BEST FRIENDS. She's going out of country for the next 2 years and I won't be able to see her before she leaves. I'd planned a best friend speech and two sentences in started crying. To be honest, I'm proud of myself because I'm going to miss her that much and I let her know that I love her. Say things out loud and their real.
Friday, February 11, 2011
Last Night, I Cried.
How EMO, I always startle myself when I cry. It's completely unexpected because I used to pride myself on only crying once a year. I liked not being emotional and remaining unaffected by things. But I've cried twice already in 2011 and I'm okay with that. The first time was at the ending of Children of Men in January. I honestly thought something was wrong with me; maybe I was overly stressed or upset about something else. I really cried this afternoon while on the phone with Justinian one of my BEST FRIENDS. She's going out of country for the next 2 years and I won't be able to see her before she leaves. I'd planned a best friend speech and two sentences in started crying. To be honest, I'm proud of myself because I'm going to miss her that much and I let her know that I love her. Say things out loud and their real.
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